Looking back on my summer "to do" list

  • Study for the NEW GRE
  • Work Out
  • Audition, Audition, Audition
  • Get job(s)
  • Blog more on markdrum.blogspot.com
  • Hang out with friends
  • ROAD TRIP!?!?
  • Find a job(s)

Let's see I've worked out (last week during ITF); I've been looking at flash cards for the NEW GRE, Auditions have been on the back burner...I got a job, but still looking. Road Trip is in the works (shhh don't tell...lol) and I have been making an effort to hanging out with friends. Oh and blogging more, which I feel has been working. Granted most of the post have been within this past week, but it's better than nothing right?!?!

All in all I feel like I'm getting my summer "to do" list going. I would still love to actually work out more and so hopefully I'll get my butt into gear with that. I really need to start hitting the study book for the NEW GRE and actually pic a date in which to take the test. Auditions need to happen, but I just need to find out when they all are...I seem to have missed a good number but hopefully I'll be diligent and not miss much. I need a better paying job, but doesn't everyone??!? But in all seriousness I do and hopefully my resume & cover letter are doing it's job...if not I'm going to have to edit them some more.

So within the past few weeks I've done some HEAVY thinking and I need to be honest. I NEED TO STOP OVER THINKING! I just need to let go and go with the flow. I get so wound up over analyzing things that I stress myself out over nothing. However I'm still learning and growing. Change can/can not be good. But I'm hoping this change will be for the better! 

I'm really looking forward to the next month, JULY! Which is actually the MOST BORING month where I work because it's always slow in general. Not that my job is boring but the month itself...lol if that makes any sense. Anyways...I'm going to stay positive and rough it out! 

Doing a lot of deep thinking and taking time for me! Hopefully I'll find what I'm looking for and the answers I need! =]